anon i don't think this feeling ever goes away.
im just 30; own a successful business; cute lawyer wife who worships me; cool cat; take holidays x3 a year, like objectively doing okay at life -- and I still feel like this. doesn't help that covid stole 2 years thanks to retarded gov policy.
desu no great advice. i think life can just be mildly unsatisfying. if you figure it out let me know