>>521314615>almost without fail my botlane gives up a lot of deaths and the enemy adc has 15 kills by the time i see themYeah, talk to me about that... Botlane is a snawball'y lane, with 4 people in it, 6 if you count junglers or midlaners, so it's normal to see that many deaths. The moment either ADCs snowball, with the coinflip of if they have a brain or not, you have good chances to win especially if they are Jinx or Miss Fortune.
>there were also plenty of times when i ghost/flashed to initiate a fight and my team just kind of watched me dieHappens to me too, everyone is very hesitant to trust each other: I don't trust my team to follow despite I'm not exactly playing a frontline, my team doesn't trust me to go in. The best bets might be skirmishes with fewer players around, where the enemy is more isolated or scattered.
>i'll never take 0 credit for my losses, there's always more i could've doneI take my poor performances very personally, because I'm dedicated and
demanding and critical of myself, but word of advice: take the blame where is due and fair, but don't linger on what ifs or what was not in your control. That will only frustrates you. I struggle with it myself but I know this is what I should do, I just can't.
