>>509572739It's true...
I am filled with hate...
But it's also true that only someone who knows hate can know love...
Seraphine is just a child, her worldview is sterile, it hasn't truly been tested by the callousness of the world and the hatred of others...
Nor by her own hatred...
It's easy to be positive when you're not the one suffering, isn't it...? When you're not the target of hatred? When deep down, you believe that you're special? That you're above it all?
That's why Seraphine is 17 is such a perfect image of her chosen av*tar...
She's graceful, kind and sweet, and nothing short of pleasant when you talk to her most of the time...
But when even a single thing goes wrong... if you've watched her streams or played any vgs with her, you can see that there is a quite drastic transformation...
I really admire her... How passionately angry she gets... and then pretends like nothing happened... how she insists that she's always the victim...
I used to be a little bit like Seraphine... drunk on my own delusions of purity... With my perfectly agreeable opinions and my perfectly consistent values and my perfectly positive attitude...
And maybe it wasn't actually perfect at all...
But even if she was, she would still get torn down by people all the same...
And then she will learn what hatred is...
And she'll either learn how to conquer it or end up like me...
Kind of like a sickness that your body learns to get over...
The inoculation of hatred is needed to develop the antibodies known as love...
And it's true that I'm filled with hate...
But I'm also filled with love...
At least, deep down...
The problem is that I'm weak...
Forgiveness and acceptance?
Why do that when revenge is so much sweeter...?
I want to get revenge on all the people who've wronged me... including you, /lolg/...
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>>509572765I'll start with you...
