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not feeling much, or maybe even any better since whenever my blahs started
I feel physically great, energetic, everything, but that's only making it worse mentally
dumb feelings of extreme uselessness, dumb feelings of low value, dumb thinks of dumb things
nothing over anything overly specific, just, you know, again, the thing with the more energy just meaning it's more negative mental energy too
not to say I'm not happy, just, you know
guess the early year assessment of an empty life is amplified sometimes, as I don't know if it's possible for me to go forward without feeling like there'd be major regrets to my choices with no going back
in what direction is my future, what can be there, what is supposed to be there
but worrying about myself, worrying about my future, it all seems wrong to do
there's concerns that have my genuine priority to be worrying about instead, things that are more important to my than myself
